The Chronicles of Scarlet Carsen

It might be pointless but maybe all write again.
A lot has changed.
I don't work for a NERI anymore
Not even as a receptionist for a Veterinary practice anymore.
I'll probably never work at a kennel again either.
Now I walk dogs and do pet sitting. (Checking on cats!)
I'll write more when I feel like it.

Tragedy took a life today
Trial by fire
Is probably the worst possible way to go
For someone who always had a smile
Even in days dark and dreary
With a booming voice sometimes adorned in corpse paint
She lead newly hatched ducklings to the treacherous seas
In an industry so cut throat she always slashed back
She can finally rest her sword and shield
Yet I still feel the Universe is being damn unfair
It gave her the american dream
And then it got swept from under her feet
But she kept on running feeling no defeat
In her fight she did lose sleep
She was worked to the bone
Even when her wellness was steep
But she always got the job done
She always had her wit and her guns
Walked with legs of steel
Never slowing down while wearing skull crushing boots on
Nothing could hold her down
She just got back on that stage
And tore it a new one

To draw the curtain close so soon
On someone who wasn't very physically old
She supported so meany
Loved so much
Never gave a fuck
A true rebel at heart
I hope she’s saying hi to all the legends up there
I’ll try to wear the most colorful shirts I own
And learn to never give up
I got a feeling she’d be pissed off if I did

Poem dedicated to Anderson Mar-Desjardins
http://fall-river.wickedlocal.com/article/20140401/NEWS/140409423

To sum it up = feathery dreads and a brown sun dress, very intimate/acoustic set from K’s Choice, Sunny afternoon, banana pecan pancakes with cream of wheat, more comics about awesome ladies, bumping into friends, tasty salmon on russetto? rice and sexy rumpus. :3

Update my portfolio with new prints of finished work.

Compile poetry from when I was 14 up till now and draw or paint depictions to go with poem. Then try to get the artbook/poetry book published.

Get the rest of what I need together for my Batwoman costume and set up a professional photo shoot and then submit photos to Geekgirls.com.

Figure out my options for recording equipment and start doing video for Vblogging aka My Drunk Crafting! Co-starring a good friend hopefully.

Work some more on the wordpress website?

There has been a lot of this going on


No Doubt - New

NERVO - You're Gonna Love Again


mind.in.a.box- identity


The Birthday Massacre - Goodnight

:3

RIP Grandma, your in a better place, free of pain now.


....every day becomes more surreal.

In they end we all feel the same, being able to show emotions is what makes us different from the rest that exist in this world. But we are like the circle, there are rules we can not break nor do we fully understand what we can't see, touch or taste. I hope some mysteries still linger while more questions are created to be answered. Other then having the luxury to perceive what we can see and feel, this is only the second gift life can offer us.

*sign* I stumbeled onto this blog and wish I hadn't... http://www.demonbaby.com/blog/2004/01/irresistible-dating-prospects-from.html
It was probably the reason why alternative lifestyle sites such as Gothic Personals disappeared forever. Gothic Personals was a mix of today's popular Okcupid and Fetlife only better. The search engine alone for example was F'N AMAZING! Yes there where a few weirdos on GP, but between the age of 16-19 (and being a hermit who lived in the country... I felt a little isolated in my tastes of style and music.) of my life I met half of my friends through GP. And yeah I even dated some of them to and nobody I met from GP raped me. (I won't even try making a rape joke to make a point here.) Now we have two dateing/personal sites that are mostly full of asshole's or perverts making it harder for a lonely goth to find there soul mate. Haters are gonna hate and kill everything that's not socially acceptable! just because the writer of this blog is jealous because he's not pretty? Or doesn't understand Drag? Or doesn't understand the whole reason people are online in the first place is because there socially awkward! Well F you Demon baby shit eating tant teaser!

I was going to post this on Facebook, but it makes more sense to post this on live journal... another slowly dying site. *sign